130. Selling in the name of...

Number one in the name of...

Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses

Uh...

Number one in the name of...
Number one in the name of...

Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...

Those who paid are justified
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
They justified those that paid
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
Those who paid are justified
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
They justified those that paid
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track

Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses
Simon Cowell gained forces
He's the same that bared crosses

Uh...

Number one in the name of...
Number one in the name of...

Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...
Now you do what we asked yer...

Those who paid are justified
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
They justified those that paid
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
Those who paid are justified
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
They justified those that paid
For wearing the badge of yer chosen track
C'mon!

Uh!

Yeah!

C'mon!

Uh!

Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me
Fuck you, I won't buy what you sell me

Motherfucker!

Uh!

129. The Samuel Song

If I touch yoyu
You walk away
Where have all;
The black birds gone?

All the blue birds
all walk away

All the black birds gone

Black birds,
red birds
yellow birds
green birds

I don't care what you demand

I had an ice cream earlier
It went straight to my head

Btrain freeze x 4

Chorus Chorus
Chorus Chorus

New pair of trousers
get back boy...

Custard Creams

128. Salvate

Unlucky you
You've failed in obtuse
Wisdom......
And you wear your luck
Like an elevated Truck.
All in your body!

The soberness is a pact
You better clean up yer act
Salvation.....
Is only a whistle away
You better keep opposed another day
Boo Hoo
How I'd hate to be you.

Yer lucks ran dry
You can't cry
You salvate
For another day
It won't
Go away.
Why don't you
Go away?
You won't listen to
A thing I say.

You can't deny the infatuation
You can deny the pact
Your arse is dry
It's so tense and relaxed.
I can't get in
You're too fucking thin
I'd like to get in there
You're the size of a rare hare.

Yer lucks ran dry
You can't cry
You salvate
For another day
It won't
Go away.
Why don't you
Go away?
You won't listen to
A thing I say.

127. Sabrina

I met a girl sweet as can be
My boots
Diggin' in the ground
Not know this feelin' since November the 3rd!
The love I've known
Is lost in the hurt.
Sabrina save me
From the
Hurt lost knee
Deep in the dirt

Hot bird, wailing in wet shirt
I'd love to hold her till I hurt
The girl I've known
For this winter long
Keeps me warm
Until the aging of Richard 3rd!

I met her husband and felt hurt
My face
Dropped to my knees
My brain never felt such a farce!
This night I pray
I fall on my arse
To teach myself a lesson
Just so I reverse.
Sabrina save me
From going in a herse.

Hot bird, wailing in wet shirt
I'd love to hold her till I hurt
The girl I've known
For this winter long
Keeps me warm
Until the aging of Richard 3rd!

Sabrina don't you know
Which way you'll
Glamorously go?
I set sail tomorrow
And I hope
I'll pray
So as I can
Meet you again some day.
Please refer me away.

Hot bird, wailing in wet shirt
I'd love to hold her till I hurt
The girl I've known
For this winter long
Keeps me warm
Until the aging of Richard 3rd!

126. Rolando

Dream a dream that once was seen
Hail the whole that was once stole.
Rebellion come and goes
And now the gut instinct knows that

Che was always right.
Batista put up a fight.
Go forth, brave young men
Rolando is never lost in the sand.

Nor the sea, nor the what was meant to be
But in our minds.
The dreams that we once held
Are oh so kind.

Rolando dares think more of the truth
Being there with you
Gave up the fight
Live for his dreams; suffered your own plight.

Rolando, Rolando, Rolando;
Oooooooooh
How you were so perfect.
Dare to live how it should have been.

Che to his doom.
Dictated above Castro.
Even through my own drunken eyes, I can see.
What it was meant all to be.

125. Rock Star

I quite wanna die
If I dain't then I'd be lyin'
I hate the people
And the place
I feel compelled to
Just stop tryin'
See baby I was born
In a town so far
Removed
A long way from here.

Damned if you do
Damned if you don't
Keep the money in yer pockets
To escape the haunt
Laying down
Head in hands
Why exactly are you part
Of a rock and roll band?!

But they have you by the balls
Over a weighted barrell
They know your fears
Yet never pray.
You want to run.
Hide away for ever.
See baby, I know
Your pain.
I suffered it
years ago.

124. Robin' the Reliance...

Heading on the road

Don't know where I'm goin'

Save me from showin'

My hand in repetition.

I don't care what I do.

Long as I can rely on you.

123. Roaches

What's the point in evolution when we're so devolved?
And what's the point in formation when we're deformed?
The world we live in can be constituted as miscontrued
The life we all lead is always malformed.

For the sake of the mother and the holy ghost
Read aloud and shout it proud
That the mother Earth is our host
She shall prevail and obtain
The wilderness seen in her own life.

The sanctity of man is un sactionised
The Devil is upon us and we shall seek God
Every action provokes a reaction
And that's not withstanding what's inbetween.

Forsake your own future
It's never made.
Deem your own independance
Solitarity devoided.
The sake of the life.
Who put the weight of
This on our shoulders?

Mankind is the fault of man
The lifes we live are all in the sand.
Washed away by the degreaser of life.
The absconded pure degree of strife.

We all live for the modern world.
Modern is but back in the day
Working to withold what we have dear
Nearest to our hearts.
A pointless necessity.

Amd yet we survive
Like roaches in the light
Without heads
but we all sleep
In our own different beds.

The light of the sun shall abscond us from
The devoided regions in which we live.
We all adapt and evolve
Upon this world which does revolve.

122. Revolution 10

Real soultions don't come easily, John.
Just go ahead and speak to my mom.
Standing on yer both opaque clouds.
Screamin' out loud to one another.

The dreams of real men are so simplistic
When you think that everyone around
Is so Introverted and spastic.
I wanna change their dumb ass fucking heads.

I go carrying the weight of the world on me
And no one beats an eye
I state that this revolution shit don't stick
No one ever asks why

You say it's gonna be..
Alright.

I beg to differ your incorrect decision
And some may thing it's wrong.
Some seem to think I'm on a mission
But that's just shit.

I wanna stand tall and ring the diversion bell
But they all hold dear my health
I'm in a private dimension in hell
I don't need no wealth

I go carrying the weight of the world on me
And no one beats an eye
I state that this revolution shit don't stick
No one ever asks why

You say it's gonna be..
Alright.

Well I now beg to differ and you know it's true.
I stand and quiver and yet you all laugh
The world is mine to impose my influence
And I shall yell at distance.

I hope it's gonna be alright.
I still hope so at night.
I Respond with positives.
But I mean negative words.

121. Rays of the Sun

Rays of the sun;
Shine with great Aplomb.
Like an atom bomb.
The rays of the sun.

The days that didn't come
Were the days that took so long
To reach us.
Like the rays of the sun.

Looking out of your window
You can see the way that it involves
The indirect
Rays of the sun.

And it really doesn't matter if the rays
Spay us all - we all live within love
and the great star sent from heaven above
Is the ray of love that frets upon the
Rays of the sun...

120. Rainy Day

Gotta find a way to chase the sun,
I know now you're not the only one,
to feel that pain that we hide;
what price have we paid to lose our pride?
An idlers dream is what I hold
My thoughts provoked; my body sold
To the one I knew so far away
My mind is spent;
Only to be saved for another rainy day.

119. Punk (Bass)

3
3
5
3
3
3
5
3
3
3
5
3
3
3
2
2
x12
3
3

3
3
3
3

2
2
2
2

2
2
x4


3
3
3
3
3
3
3
3
5
5
5
5
5
5
5
5
2
2
2
2
0
0
0
0

118. Prowl

You dare to use a needle
But where can I give
The place to find the evil
You gain what I can't yet see.
And we care to fall at the first
And hold what we have dear
But all is recurrent in recurrent hurt
We stave away for another day.

But the life
That we suck
Is in the mainstay
Of Society.
The way
We prowl
Is the hypocrisy
Of freedom

Dancing with the devil
Knows no bounds.
We shall withstand and give in
Whilst we run from the hounds.
The life we lead
Is so insincere
Yet the path followed
Was that of days of yore.
We shall be swallowed.

The length of time it takes
To be myself
Lies in my own wake.
To be held on a shelf.
I'm not one to hold the nearest
But believe in me
I can be your dearest
Time to say.

That the life
That we suck
Is in the mainstay
Of Society.
The way
We prowl
Is the hypocrisy
Of freedom

Stathe thee claim
Know thy name
Put to shame
Your name in vein
We all record
Lost hypocrisies
The name , abhorred
Litany.

117. Present of the Past

Say what you like.
It's not just that,
But I am somewhat bitter toward the fiction and the fact
Even now I repent,
The unknown is mine to grasp.
I'll not deny your the present of my past...

116. Poker

Feeling is love
If you feel nothing for girl
Whats the point in carrying on?

To stay depends
On my life of you
In insincere Recompense

Why do I love you
When all else dictates
That the world is held above you?

I'm a little soldier boy
Swept up on a sea of sand
Suns fall and rise
For want of a better hand

In this life made of poker.

Why don't you just see what is to come
My life is but another frozen, broken
Fallen home.

Home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home.

Days have passed since you've been gone
Go and pray to
Another God.

My mind is full of frozen memories.

To have and to hold
Is but a pipe dream now.
I wanted you for the gold.

Daydreaming believer,
And so I wanted to see yer.
The days drawn by are but a memory.

In this life made of poker.

Why don't you just see what is to come
My life is but another frozen, broken
Fallen home.

Home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home.

Dreams corrupted but never made
Why can't you just love me?
I can't love you, but a man needs a maid.

Dreaming dreams and dreams shall pass
The answers through the looking glass
What we create shall not be faded.

In this life made of poker.

Why don't you just see what is to come
My life is but another frozen, broken
Fallen home.

Home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home, home.

115. Pictures

Painting pictures of days gone past
I hate to say that the life is long dressed
And I'm waiting on the future
Forever waiting on the future of man.

All alone I drive down the same streets
I have yet to meet
A better individual
Than you.

I still wade along
Hoping to seccumb to the
Void shown inside
Your own soul.

All alone I drive down the same streets
I have yet to meet
A better individual
Than you.

So put yer boots on on betray
Those half yer age
Steel the show
Let it go and become:
The age of hypocrasy to some.
We stand alone
Ashamed.
Wondering who's left to blame.

The world is ours
Yet we devour
The Consulate technology
That life throws our way.

All alone I drive down the same streets
I have yet to meet
A better individual
Than you.

So put yer boots on on betray
Those half yer age
Steel the show
Let it go and become:
The age of hypocrisy to some.
We stand alone
Ashamed.
Wondering who's left to blame.

And I stand in this minefield
With no vagrant shield.
Out in a country of less hope.
I don't know how I'll cope.

114. Phone

Let me hang out coz I must be high alone
I've been talking all day into a mobile telephone
But no one is there To even say where
They may be!

I'm feeling alive and free!

I'll stand alone all day with a lot on my plate
Trying to talk to those I relate to.
I doubt they'll ever answer though

As I'm so reluctant to phone!

The dream is in my own mind
And the thoughts that I feel are none-resistant
To those that find.

That I am what I wanted to be.

CoE to Buddhism
Pagan to Muslim
The dream shall be what I dream.

Or heaven help you or high water!

The Calf shall feed upon the mangled cud
I Used to like the Old fuddy Dudd
Norman Epstein.

Or whatever he may be.....
Called.

113. Peaks and Troughs

We live in dark, dark times
Me and myself.
Watching ships go by
Life's on the shelf.
Draining life away
On my own.
Another wasted day
Sat at home.

Smoking and drinking is all there is to do
Your bank is empty and there's no life in you
Trying to dust yourself off
You fall once again
Living in peaks and troughs.

In your own darkened room
Your thoughts are mine.
Listening to your favourite tunes
Your far from fine.
You feel alone
I feel the same.
You waited for that bone
To be threw to you.

But it never came.

Watching light flicker through the neon screen
Your mind speaks in acidic tongues.
You say what you always mean
But I'm only abusing my own liver and lungs.
Salvation falls by the wayside
You want out.
I'm merely Tantalised.
We need to scream out loud.

Smoking and drinking is all there is to do
Your bank is empty and there's no life in you
Trying to dust yourself off
You fall once again
Living in peaks and troughs.

And all your life you dream of a better you
Even though you find it, it's stuck with the hardest glue.
People say that they are there, too.
But you feel lobotomised; You don't want to move.
The days drift by with not much done
You wonder why you carry on.
You make an arse of yourself at a moment of madness.
You're left alone, with me; your own conscience.

I'll berate you and challenge you at every turn,
I'll fuck you up from the inside and watch our shared mind burn.
Stop me, if you feel that it's just possible.
I'll keep you awake just long enough;
For you to suffer at your every choice you make
And when you wake up in the morning, with an age old face
You'll know that your too far removed from what you think is reality.
You'll have to take those meds to keep us in sanity.

Smoking and drinking is all there is to do
Your bank is empty and there's no life in you
Trying to dust yourself off
You fall once again
Living in peaks and troughs.

112. Party Political Broadcast By Who Gives a ****

I'm saving up to go away
Not to be tied to the same state
Every fucking day
The bitter eyes
Are penetrating right through me.

I don't want to be part of this
Another agenda
On the ballot shit
I might as well spoil my paper
And laugh all day.

Hahahah
Fuck Cameron and his wife
Fuck Brown and his dog
Fuck the others
Their all too Grey
And fuck the independant
They're too narrow.

Fuck this oh so called life
Why the fuck do I even strive
To hold the beliefs of the UK sound
When the Euro is barely worth a fucking pound?

Why on Earth do I stay?
Living on this modern wage?
This life I live is nothing more
Than Narcoleptic
Dreams

Things fall in a fucked up way.
This will never be the same
Why bother going back to slavery
When All I say
Is this:

Fuck Cameron and his wife
Fuck Brown and his dog
Fuck the others
Their all too Grey
And fuck the independant
They're too narrow.

Fuck this oh so called life
Why the fuck do I even strive
To hold the beliefs of the UK sound
When the Euro is barely worth a fucking pound?

Fuck your paper all right up.
Fuck your wages;
They've gone tits up.
Fuck your mind
And unwind

To the reality
We hold in
The sudden weekly din
Of all that is barely new.
Of all that is barely new Uh hu hu.

Fuck Cameron and his wife
Fuck Brown and his dog
Fuck the others
Their all too Grey
And fuck the independant
They're too narrow.

Fuck this oh so called life
Why the fuck do I even strive
To hold the beliefs of the UK sound
When the Euro is barely worth a fucking pound?

111. Outta Here

Oh yeah I'm kicking the man coz the man is a thief,
Kicking him outta my life and into his teeth
As I just wanna get the hell outta here.

The man is everywhere he's like a disease,
Because of him I can't get no release
I go drinking just for one more beer.

I drink all night and talk shit all day
The day I'm living won't never go away
But I can ignore it living without my fear.

This shit won't go but it sure does stain
Need to get myself into the rain
As I just wanna get the hell outta here.

110. One Man Nation

Will he see or will he won't?
What I see from my window
The depths so pure as Autumn sun
I long to be where I belong.

The whole word stands watching
The evacuation of solitude
Back to pin scraped rations
And this is my affliction.
To live and not to hold
You are the strength
In my stronghold.
For we are blind.

I live the life Gazing through my window
But tell me man,
Can you see
What I percieve?

The gazing chants of others
Are where I belong
To have loved and lost
Is better to be accosted.

The depths of humanity
Can stretch as far as history
To play the fool
And break the rules
Are not the actions of a decor rule.

The life stretches as far as bodyguards
To pertain the integrity of others.
To survive the rural life.
The deemed to be strife.

I deem as a luxury
Though they can't see
The inflated wages
That I hold pergotory.

Will he see or will he won't?
What I see from my window
The depths so pure as Autumn sun
I long to be where I belong.

The gazing chants of others
Are where I belong
To have loved and lost
Is better to be accosted.

And so I take one last breath
To have lived at least is my recompense
I hope I think, I know
Which way the tides will flow
Within my own salvation
I can only hope for divinty
In this one-man nation.

109. Once Was

My heart is a parody of what once was
The mind's eye shows that what was once
The start of the chapter is
Now the end of the line, as once was.
Driving down the Interstate
The life of others are now gone;
Too late.
To share the shame of one man's home.

As once was was the beginning of the twist
As was once the futility of it all.
To be a man, I gotta try as I can
To share in the lifestream
Of a clouded dream

I never knew what once was
For the shame that I felt overwhlemed.
The late of the pier is all there because
The state of life is as once was.
The battered beatings of the heart
Was once as the wind on the shore.
Once was tearing the sand apart.
In the instrinsic trance of feminist labour.

As once was was the beginning of the twist
As was once the futility of it all.
To be a man, I gotta try as I can
To share in the lifestream
Of a clouded dream

Now I know what once was
The dream I imagine shall be mine
We can all think back to as was once
In another space and time.
The reality of the matter as is now
Is that we should all live
The future of mankind carried in tow.
Forthwith: Survive.

108. Once Twice Thrice

Lennon's so loud on my LSD screen
If it explodes in my mind
Then I may just scream
But all the thoughts around me
Are really kinda nice
If I don't think any longer I'll be
Reacting like a polaroid head lice (Live the dream, man!)

Coz all that we do
Means nothing to you
I shout but there's no sound
The dreams that we made
Are all so pre-paid
That we dream them alone and twice...

I rang Jagger on the answer phone
He answered in my mind
He was nowhere near home
And the mood swells inside me
I really wanna know
Are the questions I had to ask
All dead and alone?
If so, at what price...

Though all through this dream
I have so seldom seen
The reality of truth
Laid out on silver screen
I lay there in wait
Channelling ghosts in my mind...
And it draws a blank
And wades into a goldfish tank
It suffocates my thoughts
At night
(with the mixture of amphetemine)

Marley in and out
Through the thought and the sound
Whispers in my ear
He says that the Dames
Are all so way-laid
That we ought to
Fold and Bow

And Hendrix relayed
We all should obey
The screaming wall of sound
But all he knew
Was choke on all that he could do
And play with Cobain in the clouds.

Coz all that we do
Means nothing to you
I shout but there's no sound
The dreams that we made
Are all so pre-paid
That we dream them alone and twice...

Though all through this dream
I have so seldom seen
The reality of truth
Laid out on silver screen
I lay there in wait
Channelling ghosts in my mind...
My mind draws a blank
And wades in a tank
It suffocates my thoughts
At night.

I'd like to live this life alone
Just once
Why don't you stay at home
Oh twice
See me living in ecstacy
Oh thrice
You've never met the real me.

107. Numpty

Fall to floor

Floor to Faul

Abhore the Law

Lifes a snore...

I see that look upon yer face
And I see that relentlessness of grace
For I proclaim the way
To give yer yer final say
But you look the other way.

The way that beckons me
Is the the way that no one can see
To be who I am
In the prescence of man.
I'll do what I can.

To absolve of the individuality of personailty
That resides within me.
The self proclaimed megalomaniac
That gives me a heart attack.

A fresh start is necessary
To rid the weeds of visionary
So as I can be normal
The truth can be hurtful
I just want to be normal.

To begin again and absolve normality
Is part of my individuality
But I know it won't last
For to be sober
Will be a lie forever past.

To absolve of the individuality of personailty
That resides within me.
The self proclaimed megalomaniac
That gives me a heart attack.

Yet I stand here hoping for the real
The way I feel is to swim
Like a seal
To the shore
Aiming for safety

Like A big, fat Numpty.

Numpty lalalalalallalalalalalalla
Numpty lalalallalalalallalallalaa

Numpty dumpty shat on a wall
Numpty dumpty fucked up a Faul
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Would shat on Numpty if he did it again.

106. Nuclear Ether

Wipe away those inspiral carpet burns
They don't need to last so long on yer buns
Tight-ass lies and tied up tongues
Seeing as though you pierce my lungs
With all that you have to say to me
Your akin to a midsummer memory
Dream away the old red plasticine
Moving along alone on this epileptic scene.

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

The sahara sand is so damned hot
You teach me to be who I'm not
Through bad habits in a melting pot
Kill me now, I wanna be shot.
Apache rifles whilstle through the air
Stand in line, if you can only dare
To be the life for which I only care
There's something more out there.....

You told me so just the other day
That life is only moderate fame...

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

This life has naturally passed
The asbestos lungs I hold should soon now blast
Into the life that we both fear
The life of death of nuclear ether
To stand alone on this one plain
I need you to be the one that's sane
We are all slowly dying
One of us is real, and the others lying!

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

105. Myxomatosis

Myxomatosis
You should glow on this.
Cotton tailed rabbits
With the flow they will die on this
Killer infection
And dance to the resurrection
The staple of control
It'll all be managable.

European rodents are the
Most perturbed
But it'll all be managable
Sylvilagus
Hangs in skin tumors.
The lucky breed.
Don't confuse with Pasteurellosis
They'll need antibiotics

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

Abscess'
They are in trances
The cotton tailed fallacy
They shall survive
yet live in toil and strife
The world shall decree that
The rabbits are in misery
And live and die by treatment.

Sexual organs can be done for
For the love of rabbits is a forgone cause
And the loves and life of one whole rabbit
Can be mistreated as a false habbit
The dreams of the rodent
Can be abodant
And yet they shall survive
In the rabbits paradise.

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

Euthanaisa,
I forgave ye.
The treatment is of no longer use
To the rodent non abused.
Follow up care
On the damned hare
Shall invoke
A saviour masterstroke.

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

104. My Life

The dreams of the modern man
Fall away with the sand.
What is it to declare a new stance?

If I we so choose to be ourselves
What risk of living on the shelves?
If you disagree, then go to hell.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

The velvet sky that you portray
Is that of a man too long
Too have come of age.

The angels and demons in my head
Won't rest till I've stated.
That all mean are equal of our own hatred.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

The dreams' now on the water
Of the good old Liffey
Forgive me looking at you, if I get a stiffy.

The look of you now represents that old love
Of teenage lust
I just that mine were smaller, and your bigger, in the bust.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

So that's the end, my old friend.
We'll live and die to the natural end.
For want of better words.

103. My Clogs

Hello,
Is it me your looking for?
The Iranian Clog Dancer
Tapping on your floor....

Windows are sound
But they are not quite
As round
As my clogs....

And that northern ponce
Who thinks He's Lord Alfonse
Will never tear me away
From my clogs (My Clogs)

Wooooah from my clogs (My Clogs)
Not from my Clogs....

You should learn
Immediately, and truley
Of the real meaning of
BOGOF

BOGOF will never be
All the sales you'll see
Like you do
With My clogs (My clogs)

Whooooah My clogs (My clogs).

Dilligaf is the new one to learn,
So promote it to age concern,
For your perma-Tanned Boss
Will never ever feel the passion......

Of My Clogs...

My Iranian Musical Wooden Clogs (Not PVC)
My Clogs (I like to rest my feet)
Wooden-tapping bespoke fine clogs (Fine Clogs)
I don't worship your god...

When I'll always have my clogs.....

102. Mother Earth Afterbirth

From the Mother Earth
Comes her afterbirth;
The world shall grow.

And the aging child of time
Gave us satellites
Just so we could see.

The dreamers that had no soul
Never saw the goal
Though they still believed.

Manipulation of the terrified station
Leads us to
True imagination.
If you fail in life, You are felled in strife
Lead yourself
To pure procreation.
Dreaming of a better day so you can subside the pain
You should look back
Only through this
You realise that your mind is empty
And your heart filled with
Envy, pain and is amiss.
Of all that you need.

The thinkers of this land
Lead you by the hand
So you can only see

Through your mind's eye
Though it's oh so tired;
You know you must believe.

And when you reach your place;
You know your open face
Will simply hide away for years.

The greater plain
Could never save
The beasts for which it nurtured.

From the smallest ant
To the great Tyrants
They all live and die in it's orchard.

But when you think in rest
When you are but dead
You know it's the only the death of another daughter.

Manipulation of the terrified station
Leads us to
True imagination.
If you fail in life, You are felled in strife
Lead yourself
To pure procreation.
Dreaming of a better day so you can subside the pain
You should look back
Only through this
You realise that your mind is empty
And your heart filled with
Envy, pain and is amiss.
Of all that you need.

101. Mom's Song

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...

You taught me to live and love
As best you could.
You taught me to think
Beyond and above.
So little over 5 months now.
I still think about it all.
Still wondering how
I can continue. Life is boring.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...

Holding my head down low,
I feel it's time
For me to let you go.
But not for a final farewell
That shall last an eternity.
For we all think differently.
And this is simply
My own story.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

I'll stay strong.
I promise you that.
Forgive the weakness
Enveloping myself.
We all struggle
I presume you knew this.
Up until
The weakness hit yourself.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...

100. Mixed Up Sayings

Dancing from the Chandelier
Swinging on the floor
Provides me with the
Penultimate chore.

For you seeeeeeeeeeeee.
The less I fall the more I stumble
The more I stumble
The less I learn.

The lessons learnt are that of cynicysm.
I lived too much in voyerism.

Holding onto a shot in the heart
Hurting from one in the hand
Rattles me from the start.
Develop dread - read into the next.

For you seeeeeeeeeeeee.
The less I fall the more I stumble
The more I stumble
The less I learn.

The lessons learnt are that of cynicysm.
I lived too much in voyerism.

As far as that
I didn't quite catch what the eye can see
Leaning into apologetic stance
Come now, it's time to take that chance.

99. Minor Majority

 You say that you wanna slowly come down
From the self - proclaimed clowns
The dreams that we both had were that on
The minor majority
Shit happens - it brings us down.

The live - in life of the Gateacre
Means less that the singular other
Two eggs gone
And another life is torn
Yet we all just move on.

For to prove
My love to you
For to prove
My love to you.

You tell me all that shit
Well to you, that was a minor hit

For to prove
My love to you
For to prove
My love to you.

Was but a minor thing,
But to agree is discipline.

For to prove
My love to you
For to prove
My love to you.

98. Midnight Snack

The sunlight shines on the mountains peak
Another cat stuck in an old oak tree
My mind is fading but I still see...

The dangers of man are few and far
Yet they panic about their prized rustic cars
Not getting them from A to B.

Open your eyes and soon you'll know
That all that glitters was once gold
And now it's stained to be kept in stories once well told.

Move with grace and equal power
Mankind has had it's hour
Now we all go away to hibernate again.

97. Michelle (A Disciplinary Letter)

From the desk of Andy Faul,
DPD Imports.




Dear Michelle,

Following on from our discussion yesterday, Tuesday 12th August, 2008, please accept this as my written notice to suspend the current grievance that I have raised.

Whilst I have officially terminated my grievance, I would also like it to be noted that I feel the current issues raised should serve as a valid point for future disciplinary hearings, whereby the punishment is first discussed with the General Manager of the floor (if not in appearance at the disciplinary), and agreed before the final outcome is both verbally and written to the individual.

I would like, if I may, to draw your attention to document Code of Practice - Disciplinary and grievance procedures, which can be found online. There are specific sections in this documentation, which outlines the following issues, which I feel need to be rebalanced for the employees;

Drawing up disciplinary rules and procedures
Page 18, 55.;
Rules should be specific, clear and recorded in writing. They also
need to be readily available to employees, for instance on a
noticeboard or, in larger organisations, in a staff handbook or on the
intranet. Management should do all they can to ensure that every
employee knows and understands the rules, including those
employees whose first language is not English or who have trouble
reading. This is often best done as part of an induction process.

Whilst I understand that there is a handbook available, I have yet to view this - when I requested the information, I was given two sheets of A4 paper, which told me nothing more than my contract had already specified. Had I managed to view this handbook, I may well have seen the information which states that further action can be taken after a disciplinary procedure. Unfortunately, this is the reasoning for me taking the action that I did.


Secondly, I would like to draw the following:

Page 19, 60.; Good disciplinary procedures should:
provide employees with the right to be accompanied.

Whilst I fully understand the reasoning for you not recognising Mr Steve Key as an official member of the Union, and in supporting Customer Service Agents, I believe he (or any other chosen member of the Union, who were to be appointed as representative), would indeed know where employees were due to stand on legal matters.
In this respect, may I please point out that the Union has the workers' (and, in my case, payees) interests at heart. Whilst I indeed work for the company of DPD UK, I also maintain the freedom, as well as integrity, to choose, so long as they are in the same company, my own representation.
With this in reason, I must admit that I still have full faith in Mr Key at this present moment, obviously so much as to the point that I let him take over the procedings, despite the fact that I could well have represented myself in hearings.
I personally believe that every person has the right to be accompanied by a representative, so as they can establish their positioning and reasoning for larger scale problems.


Thirdly, please examine:

Page 20, 61.;
It is important to ensure that everyone in an organisation understands
the disciplinary procedures including the statutory requirements. In
small firms this is best done by making sure all employees have
access to a copy of the procedures, for instance on a noticeboard,
and by taking a few moments to run through the procedures with the
employee. In large organisations formal training for those who use
and operate the procedures may be appropriate.

Once again, whilst I understood the information at my disposal, I could not gain access to a sufficient copy of a handbook, so I would like to request that a formal handbook is made available to all CEM's, so that agents may be able to view this when required.


Finally:

Further action
Page 20, 62.;
It is sensible to keep rules and procedures under review to make sure
they are always relevant and effective. New or additional rules should
only be introduced after reasonable notice has been given to all
employees and any employee representatives have been consulted.

Thank you very much for taking the time to read through this information.

I would be very greatful if you could please offer some form of feedback in regards to this, as I believe some valid points have been raised. If you so much as require any further information or help in regards to this letter, I would very much like to hear from yourself.

Finally, I would just like to state that I have written the end portion of this letter in regards to other people that do not have the experience, patience or knowledge to look up information such as this, and I simply want to attempt to help others in this respect, in areas that I feel I had some difficulties in.

Kindest regards,
Andy Faul.

96. Mel's Song

The posion in my pen only started when
My life as a single was perched on a pinnicle.
Hope soon disepersed into agony
And my own mind was a pre-disposed tragedy.

Yet when I look at the blue in your eyes
I can see why there is reason to breathe.
Reason to cope.
There is a faith predetermined never to need hope.

The confusion slowly lifted and after six years
The days have passed me by in the blink of swollen eyes
To gaze into the sun
I know I'm not the only one
Who feels the pain felt like the rain on my head
The trouble I've been through, you've been there too.
I love the way you try to look after me
How far we'll go, only time will see.

Yet when I look at the blue in your eyes
I can see why there is reason to breathe.
Reason to cope.
There is a faith predetermined never to need hope.
This faith sheds light like a blinding comet
For you my love, I won't write no sonnets
There are to many words to say
So as I can thank you in many different ways.

But you my love were not sent from above,
You were born into this world to save me, I'm sure.
You're not alone and neither am I.
I shall proclaim you as not just a passer by, but alibi.
From your Father's own seed
And your mother's womb
I see you as a comfort;
More than a chore.

The good and the bad times are all our own lines
In this tale of fate; But of late
You know I've not been fully there
As I look into thin air.
Let's hope that history is not repeating
Or this will be defeating the purpose
Of me and you being together.
Contuining in a rich vein and I'll be better.

Yet when I look at the blue in your eyes
I can see why there is reason to breathe.
Reason to cope.
There is a faith predetermined never to need hope.
This faith sheds light like a blinding comet
For you my love, I won't write no sonnets
There are to many words to say
So as I can thank you in many different ways.

95. McCoys

Some are red,
Some are blue
Some are green.
Obscene!

Some are tangerine,
and lack the flavour,
Some are yellow,
Yet never meller!

Quite rightly!

Potato icons
Devoid of emotions
What to do.
If the mouth finds you...

94. Massochism

We... Hate... Anorexia
The demon of Cancer
Going boldly to the
Middle of a chancer's head.

Screw... You... And your
Opinions of desperation
Plowing the void, living.
Winding up almost dead.

Rape... Me... And your
Deseased Family
I can't stand the sound
Your continuously making

I... Don't... Care about us
Why don't we split and live
Coz we can only forgive
The pornographic undertaking...

Behold...

I live in the twilight shadows
Your father swinging from the gallows
Of optimism
We can live and breathe
But no one can even see
the state of Massachism
Repelled in you and me.
No, No one can see;
The state of Massachism.

And... We... Soldier on
Despite the fact that love
and life has gone
From us.

Though... We'll... see....
The goodness fulfilled
In our hearts
We'll always be free.

Withstand this...

I live in the twilight shadows
Your father swinging from the gallows
Of optimism
We can live and breathe
But no one can even see
the state of Massachism
Repelled in you and me.
No, No one can see;
The state of Massachism.

93. Marriage

Offers are offers
and truth
is ruthless
Who am I to disagree?

I've spent so long
Being
The favourite son,
Why should I
Spend time on a bended knee?

The answer my dear
Is right in front of you
I got no time to be alcoholically tuned.

Marry me
And get that
Smile off ma face.
I stand alone in the conjoining race.

92. Love and Gold

Your beauty sparks ruptures hearts
And men vent their spleens.
They always tell you ne'er the truth
And gratify themselves by their own means.

But you know me, it's plain to see
That I just state my case.
I try not lie, but sometimes truth is aligned
So as your own heart can be saved.

I know not why you're placed in a cot
All snuggled in bubble-wrap.
To protect you from life? To abscond you from strife?
Please don't fall into the trap.

I've seen and believed that you are relieved
From the din of pastures old.
So just remember this; your life is a bliss
And full of love and gold.

91. Lotus

Oh, let the rain fall on my beliguered head
Oh, let my roots fall down into thicker ground.
Oh I'm confused by my surroundings.
I just want to be a part of this.
The time has come for me to hold sure
The beliefs that I'd applied from my old man.
This hallowed ground
Shall be my home.

I am the lotus.

I am the Lotus

I am the Lotus.

Dream a simple life unfathomed by major leagues
But devoid of simplistic means that falls greatfully
To my feet.

Oh roots tread ground; Oh my petals shan't drown

I am the Lotus.

The time is mine to apply and grow
The knowledge that is all my own.
The rain shall come the sun will shine
And when I'm picked I'll say goodbye.

I am the lotus.

90. Life Attack

The days are numbered that we have planned.
The life rumored shall never be under comprehence.
The Candid views of paradise,
The intrepid love of my own life.

The days that I dream are not for sharing.
The life I lead is not for caring.
This feeling I feel is beyond the truth.
I wish I could relive my own youth.
Alcoholk and cigarettes are the bane of myself
The life I lived shall forever be on the shelf

The the the the the the the the the the te ta te.
Shall never go away.
I shall love my life
And live just like

The rest of the people around me failing.
The story shall be ending in sweet lament.

The days that I dream are not for sharing.
The life I lead is not for caring.
This feeling I feel is beyond the truth.
I wish I could relive my own youth.
Alcoholk and cigarettes are the bane of myself
The life I lived shall forever be on the shelf

We could all learn from our own devices.
Else we'll be bit on the arse.
Save yourself
Proclaim your sins.
If you don't know much else.
Only fate shall win.

Be on the level
Save your soul and mind.
Wind up where you want to be
See yourself in what your in.

Resolve to be resolute.
Never stray and be obtuse.
The gang shall have your back.
Even during a life attack.

The days that I dream are not for sharing.
The life I lead is not for caring.
This feeling I feel is beyond the truth.
I wish I could relive my own youth.
Alcoholk and cigarettes are the bane of myself
The life I lived shall forever be on the shelf

89. Life

Self depreciation is such a waste.
You only decrease in value;
Stick thin and looking a paler shade of paste,
Feeling so goddam shallow.

Stick it in your arms.

The needle loves you.

No one else comes close.

Your there to be used.

To be a slave.

To be waylayed.

To turn into stone.

To die alone.


You warm up in the afternoon
Strapped by a belt around the waste.
Evening comes to soon
You start tempting fate.

Stick it in your arms.

The needle loves you.

No one else comes close.

Your there to be used.

To be a slave.

To be waylayed.

To turn into stone.

To die alone.


If Sid was alive
He'd help you through.
If Kurdt wasn't cremated;
He'd be sure to guide you home.

Stick it in your arms.

The needle loves you.

No one else comes close.

Your there to be used.

To be a slave.

To be waylayed.

To turn into stone.

To die alone.


Senses fail
your here.
Struggling to prevail.
Holding dear.
Life.

88. Lies (Rock and Roll Song)

All stars a blazin' and alight
Like the setting sun your blind
To the hyprocracy bound to kin
Set upon them like an unholy din.
So lay your guns to rest and
Feel the love, your truely blessed.

Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Yeah; Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.

The message they provide is deep
And meaningless - they resolve to solve
The plight of life before us.
But they cling to the shreds of truth
That keep us away from harm.
Just another unlucky charm.

Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Yeah; Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.

And the poets and demons raise the fields
Upon the equilateral plain.
They hold their breath and try again
To breathe new life into the propoganda
that is on there agenda.
Save yourself and scream out loud

Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Yeah; Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.

Saving yourself from the demons yonder
Your mind ponders evolution
Have we really changed - politicians lie
They are burnt in invisible flames.
Hold the one truth near and
Say it with me:

Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.
Yeah; Save your soul and embrace
Rock and Roll.

87. Latino Heat

Quo signo nata es?

Scorpio.

Mellita, domi adsum

Good.

Isto pensitaris?

No.

Ventis secundis, tene cursum.

Always the way.

Totum dependeat.

As ever, to the left...

Te audire no possum. Musa sapientum fixa est in aure.

Bizarre.

Absum!

Me too...

86. Kingdom Come

Come the Kingdom come
Mother Earth has lost a son
Time is tight so
Stand and fight
We shall ignite
The satellite and
Procure whats done is done.

The time has so passed
Since I gazed right through
The procreation of relation
And there's nothin' to do
So I stand and hold my ground
Knowing that I'm right
To believe in what I think
Let's not raise an almighty feud.

But the actions are poised
To ring the night on through
I'll look into the eyes of my creator
I've nothing better to do

The stance of which we stand
Is that of his own hand
The feeling of fear
Let's not shed a tear

For the Kingdom come.
For the kingdom come.

But I know the time is right
To stay up late all night
Binging on the feelings
That I've lost from you.
The acts of vengeance
Independant
From the mother
I had in you.

So we stand and take our vow
Never to back down
The state of our relations
Devoid of indescretions;
Warming and feeling
To the point of inclination
Toward
The point of us kneeling.

Devoid of featured feeling.

For the Kingdom come.
For the Kingdom come.

You have borne a true born son.

For the sake of being wrong.

To the bane on everyone.

But we never back down
Though the roads are
Strewn with clouds
And clowns.

The minds are kempt with
The images of the Turin Shroud.

If every land had the heart
Of you my dear
Then the worst offenders
Would be held in fear
For the lack of
The pain we feel within
I feel everyone's anger
No-one seals it in

But the lack of
Contradiction
In the words above
Can hold my resurrection
For the lies
Are truth
And I just want you near
I still hold you, my love, my hope, my fears.

For the Kingdom come.
For the Kingdom come.

85. Kevin

Kevin was a drummer
Always down and bummed out
Part of the the wrong scene
Started drinking gasoline
Mixed it with some dust
To clear out the rust
In his stressed out mind
Made him feel devine

And it's a shame
It's a shaAaAaAame.......

Now he's gone.

Kevin sat at home
Fighting tooth and bone
To save his own soul
Setting up his goals.
Went cold Turkey
But he won the lottery
Went and bought a bag of weed
Needed a lobotomy.

And it's a shame
It's a shaAaAaAame.......

Now he's gone.

Kevin started Rehab
But he found it real drab
Kicking round a tin can
Tried to kill his old MAN
What a person
Should have been a servant
Never have had this life
Might've even had a wife

And it's a shame
It's a shaAaAaAame.......

Now he's gone.

Kevin dreamed of children
Groupies always in demand
Of his obscene wang
Went and fucked another man.
Oh what a mistake
The kid was in the 5th grade
Then he got sent down
He's in a peado's playground.

And it's a shame
It's a shaAaAaAame.......

Now he's gone.

Kevin died through meth and pills
Made himself real ill
Case of die or be killed
He jumped out from the windowsill
His body stayed shattered
Down below people scattered
His blood splattered
And bones were shattered.

And it's a shame
It's a shaAaAaAame.......

Now he's gone.

84. Jon Dudley

You can feel without emotions,
be loyal without devotion,
go through the motions
without comprehension,
feel happy but never content.
Expectations,
procrastinations,
little action.
What do you really bring to your friends?
What do you have?
What do you share?
You're merely a shell,
an opaque lamp burning bright inside
but doesn't share it with those in need of light.
You are a curious distraction
with so little value

83. Jesus and Man

Wake up scared
Parylised with utter fear
Demanding all that beckons now.
For the constand Demons
Screaming like a beacon
Shall astound your senses from eyes to ears.
Producing diamonds like tiny tears.

Seeing through my eyes
Can't you see they hypnotise
And my words they mesmerize your own soul
The day has come to pass
My life seen through a glass
The world is ungrateful as a whole.
You can't get very far on the dole.

And we all stand together.
Jesus and Man.
We got the plan to
Encapsulate
The whole world in our hands.
So come on all ye
And gather round.
The noises that we make
Will never make a sound.
Because they don't care...

We all scream and shout
Never to back down
This whole religion thing is a sham.
We all know the score.
We've been here once before;
The world waits on their own fair plans.

The whole salvation in but on one man.

And we all stand together.
Jesus and Man.
We got the plan to
Encapsulate
The whole world in our hands.
So come on all ye
And gather round.
The noises that we make
Will never make a sound.
Because they don't care...

You stroll in for gratified pay
Knowing that oh one - some day
The status of you will be set in stone.
But you march on.
Walking on an atomic bomb
The shells shall never be cast till you say...

That the world shall demand
Better health and better plans.
The whole starvation thing's just a sham.
The government's open door.
You've seen it once before.
You wrote your God a letter
And he daren't reply.

Your God is seldom in the sky.

The God is stalling on the question of "why?"

And we all stand together.
Jesus and Man.
We got the plan to
Encapsulate
The whole world in our hands.
So come on all ye
And gather round.
The noises that we make
Will never make a sound.
Because they don't care...

So we stand and stare.

82. Jealous Guy 2009

The devil that was once in me
Is not what I want to be
The Jealous Guy
From the year 1963.
With all to our name
And yet you pray
Lord don't let me hurt you
One more day.

I cheated and disposed
Alienating my spouse.
I'm a Jealous Guy
In 1974.
The things I have done
My love;
Lead me to believe
You and he are not for me.

So I loved you and left you
We fell apart.
Maybe it was me,
Maybe it was doomed from the start.
To be a Jealous Guy
Is not what we wanted to transpire.

In the year 1985 I've been long gone
The pro peace unions did me wrong.
I loved what I'd done,
I could have went on.
But alas, it was not be.
Though I'll be remembered in twenty fifteen
And beyond....
It's been so long.

The rights of a man show
That the means of the man.
Don't carry you home.

81. Jazz

Soft tone sounds
Neo Jazz Knows no bounds.
Skiddly do bap wap wap.

Trumpet vs Oboe.
Oh No!
Do be do be do!

Never to win.
Things I've seen.
Illuminating.

At best the frame freezes
You wanna catch the jazz deseases?
Suck on the thought.

Skoobedooloobedoodoo.
Shoomeshoomeshalalala.
Beep beep be doo.

Going downtown.
Clown in the frown.
Neon wilderness.

Jazz Dress.
Fails less.
Impress.

Yeah.

80. Isn't it A-Fucking-Mazing?

The dreams of youth ain't what you imagined?
Pink Floyd makes sense.
Your own philosophy and future hangs in the balance if man.

Bones are warmed.

We all remain in the balance
Giving piece a chance.
We long for the self preservation?

Screams

We all long for the truth
Yet money is so obtuse.
The way we're living is made by man.

I dare to dream,
For to dream I am a man.

79. Inversion

Am I high, Or lowness elevated?
Can we fly, portrayed as emancipated?

Day breaks and my lungs ache
We look toward the sky, never wanting to ask why...

The fish can breathe underwater
Birds don't fly upside down,
Inversion is strictly limited
Thanks to the Retina and Brain.

78. Intervention

The day has come and gone my friend
To lay our love and comprehend
The dreams aghast of what once was proud
Hanging on the Turin Shroud.

Tell me all your good reason
Tell me all your good lies
The same in every season
All they want is Time.

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

And for one good night
Tell me what you feel inside
The world is blown open wide
For the pride that is held within my mind.

Tell me all your good reason
Tell me all your good lies
The same in every season
All they want is Time.

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

And it all explains it all
You live your life upon the laws
Abound the laws of love
Like dive intervention
Abound from the stars above.

Like divine intervention
Like the love has lost pretention
Like the heart has fell away
So save it for another day.

77. Inner Pain

Give me your hand, come meet the band; Baby.
We work hard, and so do you to see us, lady.
The eyes in our minds, fall so blind;
So resign, abound; your alibis.
For one brief moment, caught in lament
And yet I call out your name; We're both still the same.
The pain that you feel
Is so unreal to me.

So we fly over the plains
Now and again
To feel the true love once refrained
By ourselves.

My lover.

The dreams that we had once turned bad; honey.
The climatic scene I have of you on Benzene
Is that which causes my love affair
But when your in my arms, I just do not care.
For the crying in my sleep
Will just have to keep.

Coz the morning should always dawn
And the rainclouds shall never form
In my minds eye
I feel there should be no time
For us to feel ashamed
Of my inner pain.

So we fly over the plains
Now and again
To feel the true love once refrained
By ourselves.

My lover.

76. In Memoriam

Tread softly now on the ground
She lies in solitude
Please make not a sound
For she is destitute.
The springtime daisies push through the soil
She hears the noise it makes
Forever gone from this mortal coil
Covered in winter by frozen flakes.

Creeping over the stone with moss
She lay there knowing
Unpeturbed
That her passing was our loss.
Summer comes and sunlight blinds
The autumnal leaves
Few and far between
Gently falling like our lives.

But year-round befits the way she was
Evergreen to the end
And undivided attention.
But like everything; can quickly change
When life around you comes of age.
Emotional counterpoint;
Forget the religious, proven lies
Lest we remember; everything dies.

75. In A Foreign Land

The feeling of mutuality in myself
Is my benality.
To dispose of the demons within
My hidden feelings.
To love and to hold myself
Is to fold.
I want to feel your prescence near
My decendants.
You all gave what you could to life
I know I should
But this feeling is getting weak
I can't help but weep.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

My self-correspondance are document
To those that abhore me.
To gain their own bile through intimate shadows
It'll take a while.
To live an existence mundane
And commit genocide
Of those I truely loved once
Is over.
Take salvation over my body
It is a nation.
I only hope one day that
You understand my frustration.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

To dream is to die in intimate surroundings.
Your own life
Is disposed of the gaping;
In your own life - Void.
To love and to loose
Is to pick and to choose.
The salvation that is craved by all
Is controlled by savage bores.
So with my final gaping breath
I'll choose to commit aggro
Treason in the universe is full on fine.
I'll live my life in reverse.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

74. I'll See You Again

17:30

What sweet sound never sleeps
Whilst my heart silently speaks
Your name.
And isn't it all in anguish
My life is torn and in pain.
Waiting to see you again.
Yet my mind sings psirens songs
To bring it all back home
To live through the rain.
I'll try what I can
To be a man
I'll be back again some day.

And it all falls apart
Right back to the start
To live and love in vein.
Then we'll repeat and try
To never ask why
This love befits my pain.

It is me, oh my; I wonder why
The stars are shining in the sky.
I see your face again.
It was never your fault my love
To go without me, I comprehend.
We all need a start, in the end.
Yet my mind draws a blank
And I've yet to thank you
For the happiness you gave.
So now I say now my dear
You have disappeared
But I'll see you again.

And it all falls apart
Right back to the start
To live and love in vein.
Then we'll repeat and try
To never ask why
This love befits my pain.

But yet here I stand
I am but one man
My own life is in my hands.
My lifestyle is so chique,
My outlook rendered bleak
But I'll see you again.

Yeah I'll see you again.

I'll see you.
Again.

La la la la la
Sha la la la la----
La----------------
Oo---------h.

You see I've found that my sweet time
Disappears like fine red wine
In the belly of the beast.
I shall love you dear
For the end draws so near.
I hope you'll find Inner Peace.

Inner peace.

Inner pea------ce.

You still live in my mind, at least.

73. Ignored

All alone
Sitting in the pub with my phone
People let me down
Surrounded by rat faced clowns.
Two drinks in
Patience is wearing thin.
Who cares anymore?
Living this life is such a chore.


I know I ain't the best
I like to be diverse
I seldom agree with your opinions
And it may be me that's worse.


I drink and confuse.
Your morals are so far removed
From that which I believe
I am me and that simply cripples me.
I long for your content
Awaiting in a tight sealed air vent...
Why do I carry on?
I text a random person on my phone.


To you I'm myself
Too long spent on the shelf.
I can't interact anymore.
I find your compassion as much a bore
As your illogical attitude
You know you have to catch me in the mood
To care above more than me.
What point in the feeling of synchronicity?

I know I ain't the best
I like to be diverse
I seldom agree with your opinions
And it may be me that's worse.

Yet all the time I divulge inspiration
And yet you ignore.
What point in being ignored
When you are such a droneless bore?

72. I Want Your Body

The days of the discoteque are so far removed
The lanes of life can barely move
The stain on my sofa can be misconstrued
The Alcohol in my system can be pertained as booze.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

The state of the world is held in high disregard
The hole in my heart is so far apart
From the space and time that draws a life apart
The seat on my toilet is held in high art.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

You groove and shake
Take whatever it takes
The smell of fakes
On your breath.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
The whole world will
Grind with rust

The state of mentality
Shall be benign
This whole climb
Shall subdue in time

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

71. I Am Lost

My baby how far will you come
For the break of the dawn
With me?
Sailing on the wings of love
Within a pure white swan
How far will you come?

Oh my baby what do you care
For what I believe?
Ooooh what I believe.
And honey can you hold your breath
So that we can abscond
For another week?

Yet we all try to hold on tight
Hold on tight
For the life that we find so Devine
So tell me now what's inside
This ever lasting love of life
Because I'm yet to find it.
Blazing to high heaven
On sands so pure.
Like a catfish on a lure;
Pulling for that final hold.
Not wanting to let go.

Oh baby can you see the sun
From the mountain top?
From atop.
And lover can you tell me now
What are our sacred vows?
So we can search deep.

For the love that was once inside
Is lost within foolish pride.
Mortality Lost.
Come at such a foolish cost.
I am lost.
I am lost.

70. Horse Under Water

Stealing the sunset of shit discoteques
Above and beyond the call of duty
It's your finest hour
So do not cry
Your last remaining alibi

Stand in the East of the plain
Trying to view what cannot be gained
It's time to see
What you can become
Rising to the challenge of your unborn son.

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

Live with me now
You cannot yearn
For that which is not
Your own.
How we've grown

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

Manipulation of solitude
Is my own ineptitude
You can see the wax and wane
Of the seas
It's time for us to be

The demons that riled our minds
The tide that brought in our pride
The influence of the youth
The definitive proof
Of that which is us.

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

69. Horse Glue

Monkey see, monkey do
Got confused, lit the fuse
Take a bite, 'cate and chew.
Sniff a sniff of my horse glue.

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

Treasure trolls me and you
Big long hair eyes are blue
I look at them and I know it's true
I must say that cows go moooo

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

I know man, I havn't a clue
I know my time is almost through
Died of sin paid my dues
Create my child from a glass tube.

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

68. Hooker Night

say
what you see
it
don't mean a thing

sailing on
a sea
of roses
lifelong adherance
emascualted poses.

Walking on

Walking on

Fuck!

Check x 7

Reverbnation

Reverbnation

drawn to a close
Too close to call
I want you
and I want it all.
Sea of roses
Right expired.
What I'd give to see you
on the wire!

On the wire

Rotting expired
the sea of roses
What i know is what I expose is
you don't

Dance x 8

fall to the floor and
seek romance

what do you know?
you'd like to go
i dont care who's head you sew
get in there there
you know you can
i dont care what you demand

what you demand x 2

I dont trust your hand
your in demand

dance x 4

dance in the dirty dance hall,
you like to crawl
crawling oh you know
like a subway whore

Like a subway whore

Like a subway whore

fuck x 3
fuck x 3

screwing on the table

(breath)

fuck

hitting on with his walking stick
cold heart, red on
wrapped around your hip.

beating on him like a

tramp on ship.

you dont seem to understand
where you trip.

Tripping

tripping w'intrepidation

going
like a squirrel in sedation.

Dance            |_
check, fuck   |   x4

drawn to a close
Too close to call
I want you
and I want it all.
Sea of roses
Right expired.
What I'd give to see you
Walk on!

falling from
ballance on his hand
on the grains of sand
fall from your ears
like oceans under a pier.
smooth and acquiescant
not knowing where the flourescent
flies from...
(falls from?)

I don't know

Dancing x 3

Reverbnation
intrepidation

Calling upon those who know
Asking them which way to go
asking if it's all for show
Problem is they never know...

restart.

This is a bad dream
in the wake up i just might scream.
Pains in my head
they're getting bigger
I just wanna wake up that little bit quicker

dance
dance for me.
dance
dance for them.

like a woman pushing a pram
in the park.
C'mon s'mon upon the ark
before it gets dark

You know what they say
I say

What's the day today?
puttin' up my hair
simply staring
You know that I
i cant stop caring

but this is another day
this is another time
I just cant even look you in the eye

the guitars in tune
and who'd and
everything else
i came above all else
dancing through manipulation
alcohol consumes
intepredation

he's falling through the floor

decide to buy a whore
300 $
is good
dont know where your going to
maybe I'll take her to that little box hole in the room
take her there
(breath)

(Unknown)

anyway you so choose
bizarreness rules
and your paying for this,
so why not
choose yourself?

go for some pie
makes no differenece
she'll never ask why
shes there for the night
300 $
what the hell,
put her in a tramp fight;

throw her under a taxi
mentally it's so relaxing
watching her head explode as the tyres go over her head
drips out
cant help but stop and stare without calling a paramedic?
somebody notices
they look at you in aghast
wondering why?
why you do such a thing?
but your too deranged
you think these things
you do these things
but
you just cant explain!

You think of the possessions that you have
you have a fairly high end job
for what you do
the money that you earn can
indefinitely see you through

but you just need these things
these things to settle your mind
whether your good or bad
just takes time

just takes time.

indefinitely and with indiference
it just takes time

relax your mind

feeling sublime

dancing in the moonlight
with nothing on
you feel cold
you lay down and die.
but never ask why...

Never ask why...

67. Honky Tonk Man

The state of things to come
Holds in the hands of some
A depressing
And vagrant gaze
Microlaze.

The chords are the same
As joint
Ventures gained
And ignored.

Rock and roll themes
Joining in the mix
Like Quo on speed
Won't you heed
- My call?!

We all stave the demon of leave
Mamma, pappa won't you let me be?
Standing on the pave-d floor
Bed ridden and in need of love, love, love.

The seeds of democracy have been sewn
The love of life is Strewn
Above the laws and floors
Of the Insecure Macaucs.

Yet the dreams all stay the same
Mine is yours
And yours is mine
To gain.

Rock and roll Future
The absolution
In the face
Honky tonk Man wins the race.

Honky tonk man
Gotta stand the destitution
Honkey believe
The resolution.


We all stave the demon of leave
Mamma, pappa won't you let me be?
Standing on the pave-d floor
Bed ridden and in need of love, love, love.

The seeds of democracy have been sewn
The love of life is Strewn
Above the laws and floors
Of the Insecure Macaucs.

66. Hmmm

Depression
Is a wonderful thing.
It makes you sad.
It makes you think.... things...

Depression
Ruins your mind.
It gets jumbled up
It's in your mind.

And all the time you feel like saying
Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

Yep.

Mood swings,
Anxiety.
You funny things (Thungs?)
Gains noteriety.

Not that you need it
But it's there.
Because quite frankly;
You don't care.

And all the time,
Your kinda like:

Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

How about you?

65. Heart of Gold

You crawl down to your knees
And sit around thinking that this cannot be.
The person you loved has retired from your life
As a job, this labours filled with strife.
They look at you and they can plainly see
The pain is killing you,
You can't breathe.
You contact myself to tell me of the news.
My minds washed up,
Yours is there to lose.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

You fall down that rabbit hole
You lie in doubt, was it me as a whole?
The person you loved just came an upped and went.
You feel down. Emotions are spent.
You look in the mirror and you can only see
The person there,
Staring back at thee.
You try and get it together and pick it all apart.
You hear it inside,
The breaking of your heart.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

64. Health

Take a look around you'll see
Another drainage all becuse of thee
Synthestic dreams of a man That repelled
A man absconded all witholding hell.

Drain the damned for what once was new
Shall be witheld For the 5th avenue
Shall be blocked and held
For those ri nging the 7th bell.

Stinging thoughts for the world which fly on by
You know I'm you're worst alibi
Dream a dream of what once went on
For tonight you'll be wish you'd gone.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Damage inside the brain within
Drain dealt another world in sin
The truth you have known is
Known to no man
Drift away another grain of sand.

Forgive another false avenue.
The life you live is so far obscued
To live the way that we all play
Leaves you to live for another day.

The life once lived is now deprived
For you to live but by my side
Is the life we all beckon for.
To hope, hold, and reckon.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Yet we all fear for death, and keep coming back for more
The life you lead is the one that I adore.
I'll give you everytyhing you wanna live, and to that
I'll give you more, more, more, more.....

63. Happy

Seeking Salvation
Look around
And see.
Their own
Position
Lies in your
Own defeat.

Crack up
Your face
Your smile
Is my chase
Be happy
Don't decline
Expose what's
Inside.

We all live
Juxtoposed
In awe of
A God
But most know
Of this evil
To be a false
Icon

Reject all
Sentiments
And live
Your life
We all have
Propositions
We act on
Our own choice.

62. Haiku

5 - 7 - 5

Add Kireji - Cutting word at end of line. Heightened sense of closure.
Attempt to divide the 5 7 5 into two parts. Juxtapose the reader.
(Not always added to English Haiku)

Kigo - add a word that defines a season.

Cold cus-to-mer calls,
Re-quest-ing for-mal-i-ties
De-al as the first.

61. Government Truth

I said we're running all over town
I say we're strumming
Don't declare a frown
The disposition of climax
Is the face of a clown
We shall sacrifice the hard hold back
We'll break down, Break down.

The stains of rememberance are the case in point
Of the omens of denial
Embrace for a nother derailed shunt.
We all crave the emobodiment of lust
So don't hold back
Where is the element of trust?
Giving the thoughts the sack.

The aplomb of others
Declairing war on our behalf are the holes in the flaws
Of the piralisis of the human race
We shall embrace the pace of human life
And give the diploma of life yet to withdraw.

Running the roost of others falling flat on their face
We endevour to run this race
The scars upon your face declare the lack of emotion that I once placed
In the government of the elected
Stand to the resurrected
We shall prevail - the heart is due to suddenly fail.

They don't love us and they don't need
For four more years;
Life bellied with greed.
Save yourselves
Whilst we chant.
The world shall involve
One last rant.

Of the beginning of the end till the end
Of time begiining the email to send
The rationality of the pope.
Where is the unfortunate one last hope
To become of the newly elected pope?
He was the truth, he was the light.

The man shall be contageous.

The role models of the world they strive to be
The only apparition we want to see.
The world agrees that we should die.
Giving it one last try.
The grapple hook is ion the deck.
Roll the dice, Place your bets;

On the roles that are played in our lives.

60. GC Ladders

I wake up everyday it’s a daydream
Everything in my life ain’t what it seems
I wake up just to daydream of ladders
Some games are real shallow but R-Type is too deep
And all I care about is Fanboy riots
A heavy plot is my kind of silence
Everybody says I got to play Need for Speed
But I let it give me the slip.


Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....


Bonkers

Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....


Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....

Mmmmmmmm

I wake up everyday it’s a daydream
Everything in my life ain’t what it seems
I wake up just to daydream of ladders
Some games are real shallow but R-Type is too deep
And all I care about is Fanboy riots
A heavy plot is my kind of silence
Everybody says I got to play Need for Speed
But I let it give me the slip.


Bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon

Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....

59. Game Central

On a warm summers day,
GC went and said that
We're soon to never be...

But we all marched
With our ladders in tow
Still waiting for Shenmue 3!



VVV... LTR... FTW
Where is Nigel Humdrum?
His review style was
Black and white print
To our rear projection
(58"    LCD...
Drop down Screen.......)

Save the GC team,
They're like the Umbrella
Corporation.
But they don't
Have a T-Virus.
And provide much more info-tainment!

(Reversible Sedgewick x 4)

And what of the others?
Where will they go?
The potential is

Mr Pinkerton will
Help resurrect
The new series of Bits.

And Jenkins shall move
Onto Greener
Pasteurs new

Finally having time
To finish off
The World Ends With You...



Oh and What Of
David Jenkins?
He could use his vim
To write for anyone
Maybe he'll get to do
That new script for Tron!

But we want them all to stay
(Keep Game Central going... Let us play...)



Save the GC team,
They're like the Umbrella
Corporation.
But they don't
Have a T-Virus.
And provide much more info-tainment!

58. Funkin' in the Bushes

Bottle fulla jack
Bottle fulla coke
sing yerself a joke
All yer ever lacking

gin and tonic
stereophonic
hyper super sonic
dandruff off yer head flicks

dancing with the devil
lookin like a rebel
hair in a quiff
lookin a right dick

chokin on gum
drinking rum
weighing a ton
looking a right la.



fuckin yer whore
life is such a chore
walking down hall
dance if you want to.

I don't know
which way you wanna go
say fuckin so
hiding in the closet.

Drinking wine
tryin to pass time
eating lime
chewing on the cow pat.

queenies a cunt
chewing on munt
don't say she dun't
lesbian blighty whore

57. Fuckin' In the Wind

Merry man George
Fancy fleet footed
Danced like he cared
Although he became rooted
Stuck to the floor.
Couldn't get through the door.

Chopping up the lines
Like there was no tomorrow.
He has to beg
Steal and borrow
The lines he sings
So that he can make more.

Fuckin' in the wind.
Against the timber.
State your intention.
We all lose.

Create an execution of dilemma
You all know the one.
The one they call upon.
The one they praise.
The unholy God.
Liquid crystals in a codpiece.

Grievance in democracy
Raise suspicions
Executions upon trial.
Feared deliberations.
Count toward no man witheld;
Monsterous creations.

War is a three letter word.
Of which I'm becoming
Bored and wreckless.
I'm so bored;
With all this shit.

It's all so feckless.

Fuckin' 'gainst a leg
It's no use
State your allegations.
We all lose.

Create an abundance of fuck knows
You all know the one.
The one they call the one they chose.
The one they praise.
The unholy God.
Methodised Queens in a proven state of booze.

56. Fuck a Duck

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
A Duck

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
A Mok.

Lay
Lay
Lay
On my Cock

Lay
Lay
Lay
nestled 'tween a duck's

ARSE

ARSE
ARSE
ARSE
ARSE
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

Majority of men conclude that a woman's
bottom reminds them of breasts
yet who am I to test this?
Who wants to go solo,
when a spit roast
saves much more time?!

Fuck amok
Arse a duck!
Duck amok?!
Fuck an Arse!

55. Freezing Chuck Saves

Sailing alone to the sounds of the moth
I stand aboard the only one made of cloth
Soaking in the liquids like a dry sponge
I keep asking if anyone is willing to take a lunge.
Desceased is technically, I.
Walking the path I have chosen,
Bound and obliged.
Forever high via the intricraces
Of often bought medicine qunatifications...

Forever high
Never lie
Explain to the boy
That knows not why.

Reclused and abandoned; I wait
Sitting in silence is all so fucking quaint
A loner; never meant to be a stoner
Giving oneself a permanent coma.
Only I, me, myself
Can change my ways, yet
I have fallen in the puddles.
The acquiescant follies of
Ones youthful Jollies

Forever high
Never Lie
Explain to be boy
That knows not why

Why his father is gone, and you are no more
Life now for him is an abandoned chore;
Seasonal abhorance
Liquid currency.
The way we plan things
Are never the way we hoped;
Forever more.

54. For You

The foundations of St Petersbourg
Are a trivial costume scene.
(Played out by paupers)
I laugh in the face of your
History - so disinteresting.
(My sister's my lover)
I dine upon the sculpture of the truth
And yet I laze upon my
Morals and waning youth.
Black lace and tie.
It's near time...

It's a time to say goodbye (so sad)
Please don't ask to push back
The shadowed hands of time.
The future is here at last
And our regime has simply.
Faded away and died.

The road to Rouen is dismantled
rotted and decayed
(Frayed at the seams)
The soldiers of peace; on a mantle
Above an antiquated fire place.
(Unpleasant dreams)
And yet we believe that the world
Can turn and live, developing
Like a youthful child.
All I can do is sing this hoax
And pre warn you of the void.

It's a time to say goodbye (so sad)
Please don't ask to push back
The shadowed hands of time.
The future is here at last
And our regime has simply.
Faded away and died.

And yet the tears roll down your face
While stuck in such a thankless place
Your body is frail and yet your
Food is stale, they can't cook for you,
So I'll just lose all common mood
Sit down next to the bed,
Whilst things are running
Through my withered aged (So aged)
Confused, scared, fragile head.

I know that sooner or later...
You will be gone from this coil.
There was a time when we were together.
Now all we can do is toil.

For you.