110. One Man Nation

Will he see or will he won't?
What I see from my window
The depths so pure as Autumn sun
I long to be where I belong.

The whole word stands watching
The evacuation of solitude
Back to pin scraped rations
And this is my affliction.
To live and not to hold
You are the strength
In my stronghold.
For we are blind.

I live the life Gazing through my window
But tell me man,
Can you see
What I percieve?

The gazing chants of others
Are where I belong
To have loved and lost
Is better to be accosted.

The depths of humanity
Can stretch as far as history
To play the fool
And break the rules
Are not the actions of a decor rule.

The life stretches as far as bodyguards
To pertain the integrity of others.
To survive the rural life.
The deemed to be strife.

I deem as a luxury
Though they can't see
The inflated wages
That I hold pergotory.

Will he see or will he won't?
What I see from my window
The depths so pure as Autumn sun
I long to be where I belong.

The gazing chants of others
Are where I belong
To have loved and lost
Is better to be accosted.

And so I take one last breath
To have lived at least is my recompense
I hope I think, I know
Which way the tides will flow
Within my own salvation
I can only hope for divinty
In this one-man nation.

109. Once Was

My heart is a parody of what once was
The mind's eye shows that what was once
The start of the chapter is
Now the end of the line, as once was.
Driving down the Interstate
The life of others are now gone;
Too late.
To share the shame of one man's home.

As once was was the beginning of the twist
As was once the futility of it all.
To be a man, I gotta try as I can
To share in the lifestream
Of a clouded dream

I never knew what once was
For the shame that I felt overwhlemed.
The late of the pier is all there because
The state of life is as once was.
The battered beatings of the heart
Was once as the wind on the shore.
Once was tearing the sand apart.
In the instrinsic trance of feminist labour.

As once was was the beginning of the twist
As was once the futility of it all.
To be a man, I gotta try as I can
To share in the lifestream
Of a clouded dream

Now I know what once was
The dream I imagine shall be mine
We can all think back to as was once
In another space and time.
The reality of the matter as is now
Is that we should all live
The future of mankind carried in tow.
Forthwith: Survive.

108. Once Twice Thrice

Lennon's so loud on my LSD screen
If it explodes in my mind
Then I may just scream
But all the thoughts around me
Are really kinda nice
If I don't think any longer I'll be
Reacting like a polaroid head lice (Live the dream, man!)

Coz all that we do
Means nothing to you
I shout but there's no sound
The dreams that we made
Are all so pre-paid
That we dream them alone and twice...

I rang Jagger on the answer phone
He answered in my mind
He was nowhere near home
And the mood swells inside me
I really wanna know
Are the questions I had to ask
All dead and alone?
If so, at what price...

Though all through this dream
I have so seldom seen
The reality of truth
Laid out on silver screen
I lay there in wait
Channelling ghosts in my mind...
And it draws a blank
And wades into a goldfish tank
It suffocates my thoughts
At night
(with the mixture of amphetemine)

Marley in and out
Through the thought and the sound
Whispers in my ear
He says that the Dames
Are all so way-laid
That we ought to
Fold and Bow

And Hendrix relayed
We all should obey
The screaming wall of sound
But all he knew
Was choke on all that he could do
And play with Cobain in the clouds.

Coz all that we do
Means nothing to you
I shout but there's no sound
The dreams that we made
Are all so pre-paid
That we dream them alone and twice...

Though all through this dream
I have so seldom seen
The reality of truth
Laid out on silver screen
I lay there in wait
Channelling ghosts in my mind...
My mind draws a blank
And wades in a tank
It suffocates my thoughts
At night.

I'd like to live this life alone
Just once
Why don't you stay at home
Oh twice
See me living in ecstacy
Oh thrice
You've never met the real me.

107. Numpty

Fall to floor

Floor to Faul

Abhore the Law

Lifes a snore...

I see that look upon yer face
And I see that relentlessness of grace
For I proclaim the way
To give yer yer final say
But you look the other way.

The way that beckons me
Is the the way that no one can see
To be who I am
In the prescence of man.
I'll do what I can.

To absolve of the individuality of personailty
That resides within me.
The self proclaimed megalomaniac
That gives me a heart attack.

A fresh start is necessary
To rid the weeds of visionary
So as I can be normal
The truth can be hurtful
I just want to be normal.

To begin again and absolve normality
Is part of my individuality
But I know it won't last
For to be sober
Will be a lie forever past.

To absolve of the individuality of personailty
That resides within me.
The self proclaimed megalomaniac
That gives me a heart attack.

Yet I stand here hoping for the real
The way I feel is to swim
Like a seal
To the shore
Aiming for safety

Like A big, fat Numpty.

Numpty lalalalalallalalalalalalla
Numpty lalalallalalalallalallalaa

Numpty dumpty shat on a wall
Numpty dumpty fucked up a Faul
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Would shat on Numpty if he did it again.

106. Nuclear Ether

Wipe away those inspiral carpet burns
They don't need to last so long on yer buns
Tight-ass lies and tied up tongues
Seeing as though you pierce my lungs
With all that you have to say to me
Your akin to a midsummer memory
Dream away the old red plasticine
Moving along alone on this epileptic scene.

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

The sahara sand is so damned hot
You teach me to be who I'm not
Through bad habits in a melting pot
Kill me now, I wanna be shot.
Apache rifles whilstle through the air
Stand in line, if you can only dare
To be the life for which I only care
There's something more out there.....

You told me so just the other day
That life is only moderate fame...

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

This life has naturally passed
The asbestos lungs I hold should soon now blast
Into the life that we both fear
The life of death of nuclear ether
To stand alone on this one plain
I need you to be the one that's sane
We are all slowly dying
One of us is real, and the others lying!

Dream, dream away your rainy days
For last night I came of age
The sun has set, My body hurts
Our bodies writhed, covered in dirt
Can you feel
This is truely real?

105. Myxomatosis

Myxomatosis
You should glow on this.
Cotton tailed rabbits
With the flow they will die on this
Killer infection
And dance to the resurrection
The staple of control
It'll all be managable.

European rodents are the
Most perturbed
But it'll all be managable
Sylvilagus
Hangs in skin tumors.
The lucky breed.
Don't confuse with Pasteurellosis
They'll need antibiotics

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

Abscess'
They are in trances
The cotton tailed fallacy
They shall survive
yet live in toil and strife
The world shall decree that
The rabbits are in misery
And live and die by treatment.

Sexual organs can be done for
For the love of rabbits is a forgone cause
And the loves and life of one whole rabbit
Can be mistreated as a false habbit
The dreams of the rodent
Can be abodant
And yet they shall survive
In the rabbits paradise.

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

Euthanaisa,
I forgave ye.
The treatment is of no longer use
To the rodent non abused.
Follow up care
On the damned hare
Shall invoke
A saviour masterstroke.

Yet they stave and fight
They know what's right
Chemical engineering
On the unconflicting...

104. My Life

The dreams of the modern man
Fall away with the sand.
What is it to declare a new stance?

If I we so choose to be ourselves
What risk of living on the shelves?
If you disagree, then go to hell.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

The velvet sky that you portray
Is that of a man too long
Too have come of age.

The angels and demons in my head
Won't rest till I've stated.
That all mean are equal of our own hatred.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

The dreams' now on the water
Of the good old Liffey
Forgive me looking at you, if I get a stiffy.

The look of you now represents that old love
Of teenage lust
I just that mine were smaller, and your bigger, in the bust.

This is my life, and I'll live the way I want
My life is a jolly old jaunt
Through the remains
Of what I can salvage.
Everybody's life can be
That lil' bit savage.

So that's the end, my old friend.
We'll live and die to the natural end.
For want of better words.

103. My Clogs

Hello,
Is it me your looking for?
The Iranian Clog Dancer
Tapping on your floor....

Windows are sound
But they are not quite
As round
As my clogs....

And that northern ponce
Who thinks He's Lord Alfonse
Will never tear me away
From my clogs (My Clogs)

Wooooah from my clogs (My Clogs)
Not from my Clogs....

You should learn
Immediately, and truley
Of the real meaning of
BOGOF

BOGOF will never be
All the sales you'll see
Like you do
With My clogs (My clogs)

Whooooah My clogs (My clogs).

Dilligaf is the new one to learn,
So promote it to age concern,
For your perma-Tanned Boss
Will never ever feel the passion......

Of My Clogs...

My Iranian Musical Wooden Clogs (Not PVC)
My Clogs (I like to rest my feet)
Wooden-tapping bespoke fine clogs (Fine Clogs)
I don't worship your god...

When I'll always have my clogs.....

102. Mother Earth Afterbirth

From the Mother Earth
Comes her afterbirth;
The world shall grow.

And the aging child of time
Gave us satellites
Just so we could see.

The dreamers that had no soul
Never saw the goal
Though they still believed.

Manipulation of the terrified station
Leads us to
True imagination.
If you fail in life, You are felled in strife
Lead yourself
To pure procreation.
Dreaming of a better day so you can subside the pain
You should look back
Only through this
You realise that your mind is empty
And your heart filled with
Envy, pain and is amiss.
Of all that you need.

The thinkers of this land
Lead you by the hand
So you can only see

Through your mind's eye
Though it's oh so tired;
You know you must believe.

And when you reach your place;
You know your open face
Will simply hide away for years.

The greater plain
Could never save
The beasts for which it nurtured.

From the smallest ant
To the great Tyrants
They all live and die in it's orchard.

But when you think in rest
When you are but dead
You know it's the only the death of another daughter.

Manipulation of the terrified station
Leads us to
True imagination.
If you fail in life, You are felled in strife
Lead yourself
To pure procreation.
Dreaming of a better day so you can subside the pain
You should look back
Only through this
You realise that your mind is empty
And your heart filled with
Envy, pain and is amiss.
Of all that you need.

101. Mom's Song

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...

You taught me to live and love
As best you could.
You taught me to think
Beyond and above.
So little over 5 months now.
I still think about it all.
Still wondering how
I can continue. Life is boring.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...

Holding my head down low,
I feel it's time
For me to let you go.
But not for a final farewell
That shall last an eternity.
For we all think differently.
And this is simply
My own story.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

I'll stay strong.
I promise you that.
Forgive the weakness
Enveloping myself.
We all struggle
I presume you knew this.
Up until
The weakness hit yourself.

It has been for so long.
We miss you.
But we'll keep moving on.
We loved you.
And we still do.

So this is the end...
The end of time.
This is the end...
So don't ask why...