80. Isn't it A-Fucking-Mazing?

The dreams of youth ain't what you imagined?
Pink Floyd makes sense.
Your own philosophy and future hangs in the balance if man.

Bones are warmed.

We all remain in the balance
Giving piece a chance.
We long for the self preservation?

Screams

We all long for the truth
Yet money is so obtuse.
The way we're living is made by man.

I dare to dream,
For to dream I am a man.

79. Inversion

Am I high, Or lowness elevated?
Can we fly, portrayed as emancipated?

Day breaks and my lungs ache
We look toward the sky, never wanting to ask why...

The fish can breathe underwater
Birds don't fly upside down,
Inversion is strictly limited
Thanks to the Retina and Brain.

78. Intervention

The day has come and gone my friend
To lay our love and comprehend
The dreams aghast of what once was proud
Hanging on the Turin Shroud.

Tell me all your good reason
Tell me all your good lies
The same in every season
All they want is Time.

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

And for one good night
Tell me what you feel inside
The world is blown open wide
For the pride that is held within my mind.

Tell me all your good reason
Tell me all your good lies
The same in every season
All they want is Time.

The day has come to all good treason
The day has come and gone my friend
Why do you want to
Live this way?

And it all explains it all
You live your life upon the laws
Abound the laws of love
Like dive intervention
Abound from the stars above.

Like divine intervention
Like the love has lost pretention
Like the heart has fell away
So save it for another day.

77. Inner Pain

Give me your hand, come meet the band; Baby.
We work hard, and so do you to see us, lady.
The eyes in our minds, fall so blind;
So resign, abound; your alibis.
For one brief moment, caught in lament
And yet I call out your name; We're both still the same.
The pain that you feel
Is so unreal to me.

So we fly over the plains
Now and again
To feel the true love once refrained
By ourselves.

My lover.

The dreams that we had once turned bad; honey.
The climatic scene I have of you on Benzene
Is that which causes my love affair
But when your in my arms, I just do not care.
For the crying in my sleep
Will just have to keep.

Coz the morning should always dawn
And the rainclouds shall never form
In my minds eye
I feel there should be no time
For us to feel ashamed
Of my inner pain.

So we fly over the plains
Now and again
To feel the true love once refrained
By ourselves.

My lover.

76. In Memoriam

Tread softly now on the ground
She lies in solitude
Please make not a sound
For she is destitute.
The springtime daisies push through the soil
She hears the noise it makes
Forever gone from this mortal coil
Covered in winter by frozen flakes.

Creeping over the stone with moss
She lay there knowing
Unpeturbed
That her passing was our loss.
Summer comes and sunlight blinds
The autumnal leaves
Few and far between
Gently falling like our lives.

But year-round befits the way she was
Evergreen to the end
And undivided attention.
But like everything; can quickly change
When life around you comes of age.
Emotional counterpoint;
Forget the religious, proven lies
Lest we remember; everything dies.

75. In A Foreign Land

The feeling of mutuality in myself
Is my benality.
To dispose of the demons within
My hidden feelings.
To love and to hold myself
Is to fold.
I want to feel your prescence near
My decendants.
You all gave what you could to life
I know I should
But this feeling is getting weak
I can't help but weep.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

My self-correspondance are document
To those that abhore me.
To gain their own bile through intimate shadows
It'll take a while.
To live an existence mundane
And commit genocide
Of those I truely loved once
Is over.
Take salvation over my body
It is a nation.
I only hope one day that
You understand my frustration.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

To dream is to die in intimate surroundings.
Your own life
Is disposed of the gaping;
In your own life - Void.
To love and to loose
Is to pick and to choose.
The salvation that is craved by all
Is controlled by savage bores.
So with my final gaping breath
I'll choose to commit aggro
Treason in the universe is full on fine.
I'll live my life in reverse.

Life through a lens
It all depends
On where you may stand.
And they way I'm feeling
I can't stop dreaming
In a foreign land.

74. I'll See You Again

17:30

What sweet sound never sleeps
Whilst my heart silently speaks
Your name.
And isn't it all in anguish
My life is torn and in pain.
Waiting to see you again.
Yet my mind sings psirens songs
To bring it all back home
To live through the rain.
I'll try what I can
To be a man
I'll be back again some day.

And it all falls apart
Right back to the start
To live and love in vein.
Then we'll repeat and try
To never ask why
This love befits my pain.

It is me, oh my; I wonder why
The stars are shining in the sky.
I see your face again.
It was never your fault my love
To go without me, I comprehend.
We all need a start, in the end.
Yet my mind draws a blank
And I've yet to thank you
For the happiness you gave.
So now I say now my dear
You have disappeared
But I'll see you again.

And it all falls apart
Right back to the start
To live and love in vein.
Then we'll repeat and try
To never ask why
This love befits my pain.

But yet here I stand
I am but one man
My own life is in my hands.
My lifestyle is so chique,
My outlook rendered bleak
But I'll see you again.

Yeah I'll see you again.

I'll see you.
Again.

La la la la la
Sha la la la la----
La----------------
Oo---------h.

You see I've found that my sweet time
Disappears like fine red wine
In the belly of the beast.
I shall love you dear
For the end draws so near.
I hope you'll find Inner Peace.

Inner peace.

Inner pea------ce.

You still live in my mind, at least.

73. Ignored

All alone
Sitting in the pub with my phone
People let me down
Surrounded by rat faced clowns.
Two drinks in
Patience is wearing thin.
Who cares anymore?
Living this life is such a chore.


I know I ain't the best
I like to be diverse
I seldom agree with your opinions
And it may be me that's worse.


I drink and confuse.
Your morals are so far removed
From that which I believe
I am me and that simply cripples me.
I long for your content
Awaiting in a tight sealed air vent...
Why do I carry on?
I text a random person on my phone.


To you I'm myself
Too long spent on the shelf.
I can't interact anymore.
I find your compassion as much a bore
As your illogical attitude
You know you have to catch me in the mood
To care above more than me.
What point in the feeling of synchronicity?

I know I ain't the best
I like to be diverse
I seldom agree with your opinions
And it may be me that's worse.

Yet all the time I divulge inspiration
And yet you ignore.
What point in being ignored
When you are such a droneless bore?

72. I Want Your Body

The days of the discoteque are so far removed
The lanes of life can barely move
The stain on my sofa can be misconstrued
The Alcohol in my system can be pertained as booze.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

The state of the world is held in high disregard
The hole in my heart is so far apart
From the space and time that draws a life apart
The seat on my toilet is held in high art.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

You groove and shake
Take whatever it takes
The smell of fakes
On your breath.

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
The whole world will
Grind with rust

The state of mentality
Shall be benign
This whole climb
Shall subdue in time

I want your body
I want your body
Mommy
I want your body.

71. I Am Lost

My baby how far will you come
For the break of the dawn
With me?
Sailing on the wings of love
Within a pure white swan
How far will you come?

Oh my baby what do you care
For what I believe?
Ooooh what I believe.
And honey can you hold your breath
So that we can abscond
For another week?

Yet we all try to hold on tight
Hold on tight
For the life that we find so Devine
So tell me now what's inside
This ever lasting love of life
Because I'm yet to find it.
Blazing to high heaven
On sands so pure.
Like a catfish on a lure;
Pulling for that final hold.
Not wanting to let go.

Oh baby can you see the sun
From the mountain top?
From atop.
And lover can you tell me now
What are our sacred vows?
So we can search deep.

For the love that was once inside
Is lost within foolish pride.
Mortality Lost.
Come at such a foolish cost.
I am lost.
I am lost.

70. Horse Under Water

Stealing the sunset of shit discoteques
Above and beyond the call of duty
It's your finest hour
So do not cry
Your last remaining alibi

Stand in the East of the plain
Trying to view what cannot be gained
It's time to see
What you can become
Rising to the challenge of your unborn son.

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

Live with me now
You cannot yearn
For that which is not
Your own.
How we've grown

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

Manipulation of solitude
Is my own ineptitude
You can see the wax and wane
Of the seas
It's time for us to be

The demons that riled our minds
The tide that brought in our pride
The influence of the youth
The definitive proof
Of that which is us.

Horse under Water cannot live
Horse under Water cannot breathe
Emotions ran high
But your not dry
Horse under Water cannot speak.

69. Horse Glue

Monkey see, monkey do
Got confused, lit the fuse
Take a bite, 'cate and chew.
Sniff a sniff of my horse glue.

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

Treasure trolls me and you
Big long hair eyes are blue
I look at them and I know it's true
I must say that cows go moooo

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

I know man, I havn't a clue
I know my time is almost through
Died of sin paid my dues
Create my child from a glass tube.

Waaaaah Waaaaaay Waaaaaaaay awaaaaay
Your waaaaay awaaaaaay
Can I staaaaaaay
If I come todaaaaay?

68. Hooker Night

say
what you see
it
don't mean a thing

sailing on
a sea
of roses
lifelong adherance
emascualted poses.

Walking on

Walking on

Fuck!

Check x 7

Reverbnation

Reverbnation

drawn to a close
Too close to call
I want you
and I want it all.
Sea of roses
Right expired.
What I'd give to see you
on the wire!

On the wire

Rotting expired
the sea of roses
What i know is what I expose is
you don't

Dance x 8

fall to the floor and
seek romance

what do you know?
you'd like to go
i dont care who's head you sew
get in there there
you know you can
i dont care what you demand

what you demand x 2

I dont trust your hand
your in demand

dance x 4

dance in the dirty dance hall,
you like to crawl
crawling oh you know
like a subway whore

Like a subway whore

Like a subway whore

fuck x 3
fuck x 3

screwing on the table

(breath)

fuck

hitting on with his walking stick
cold heart, red on
wrapped around your hip.

beating on him like a

tramp on ship.

you dont seem to understand
where you trip.

Tripping

tripping w'intrepidation

going
like a squirrel in sedation.

Dance            |_
check, fuck   |   x4

drawn to a close
Too close to call
I want you
and I want it all.
Sea of roses
Right expired.
What I'd give to see you
Walk on!

falling from
ballance on his hand
on the grains of sand
fall from your ears
like oceans under a pier.
smooth and acquiescant
not knowing where the flourescent
flies from...
(falls from?)

I don't know

Dancing x 3

Reverbnation
intrepidation

Calling upon those who know
Asking them which way to go
asking if it's all for show
Problem is they never know...

restart.

This is a bad dream
in the wake up i just might scream.
Pains in my head
they're getting bigger
I just wanna wake up that little bit quicker

dance
dance for me.
dance
dance for them.

like a woman pushing a pram
in the park.
C'mon s'mon upon the ark
before it gets dark

You know what they say
I say

What's the day today?
puttin' up my hair
simply staring
You know that I
i cant stop caring

but this is another day
this is another time
I just cant even look you in the eye

the guitars in tune
and who'd and
everything else
i came above all else
dancing through manipulation
alcohol consumes
intepredation

he's falling through the floor

decide to buy a whore
300 $
is good
dont know where your going to
maybe I'll take her to that little box hole in the room
take her there
(breath)

(Unknown)

anyway you so choose
bizarreness rules
and your paying for this,
so why not
choose yourself?

go for some pie
makes no differenece
she'll never ask why
shes there for the night
300 $
what the hell,
put her in a tramp fight;

throw her under a taxi
mentally it's so relaxing
watching her head explode as the tyres go over her head
drips out
cant help but stop and stare without calling a paramedic?
somebody notices
they look at you in aghast
wondering why?
why you do such a thing?
but your too deranged
you think these things
you do these things
but
you just cant explain!

You think of the possessions that you have
you have a fairly high end job
for what you do
the money that you earn can
indefinitely see you through

but you just need these things
these things to settle your mind
whether your good or bad
just takes time

just takes time.

indefinitely and with indiference
it just takes time

relax your mind

feeling sublime

dancing in the moonlight
with nothing on
you feel cold
you lay down and die.
but never ask why...

Never ask why...

67. Honky Tonk Man

The state of things to come
Holds in the hands of some
A depressing
And vagrant gaze
Microlaze.

The chords are the same
As joint
Ventures gained
And ignored.

Rock and roll themes
Joining in the mix
Like Quo on speed
Won't you heed
- My call?!

We all stave the demon of leave
Mamma, pappa won't you let me be?
Standing on the pave-d floor
Bed ridden and in need of love, love, love.

The seeds of democracy have been sewn
The love of life is Strewn
Above the laws and floors
Of the Insecure Macaucs.

Yet the dreams all stay the same
Mine is yours
And yours is mine
To gain.

Rock and roll Future
The absolution
In the face
Honky tonk Man wins the race.

Honky tonk man
Gotta stand the destitution
Honkey believe
The resolution.


We all stave the demon of leave
Mamma, pappa won't you let me be?
Standing on the pave-d floor
Bed ridden and in need of love, love, love.

The seeds of democracy have been sewn
The love of life is Strewn
Above the laws and floors
Of the Insecure Macaucs.

66. Hmmm

Depression
Is a wonderful thing.
It makes you sad.
It makes you think.... things...

Depression
Ruins your mind.
It gets jumbled up
It's in your mind.

And all the time you feel like saying
Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

Yep.

Mood swings,
Anxiety.
You funny things (Thungs?)
Gains noteriety.

Not that you need it
But it's there.
Because quite frankly;
You don't care.

And all the time,
Your kinda like:

Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

How about you?

65. Heart of Gold

You crawl down to your knees
And sit around thinking that this cannot be.
The person you loved has retired from your life
As a job, this labours filled with strife.
They look at you and they can plainly see
The pain is killing you,
You can't breathe.
You contact myself to tell me of the news.
My minds washed up,
Yours is there to lose.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

You fall down that rabbit hole
You lie in doubt, was it me as a whole?
The person you loved just came an upped and went.
You feel down. Emotions are spent.
You look in the mirror and you can only see
The person there,
Staring back at thee.
You try and get it together and pick it all apart.
You hear it inside,
The breaking of your heart.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

64. Health

Take a look around you'll see
Another drainage all becuse of thee
Synthestic dreams of a man That repelled
A man absconded all witholding hell.

Drain the damned for what once was new
Shall be witheld For the 5th avenue
Shall be blocked and held
For those ri nging the 7th bell.

Stinging thoughts for the world which fly on by
You know I'm you're worst alibi
Dream a dream of what once went on
For tonight you'll be wish you'd gone.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Damage inside the brain within
Drain dealt another world in sin
The truth you have known is
Known to no man
Drift away another grain of sand.

Forgive another false avenue.
The life you live is so far obscued
To live the way that we all play
Leaves you to live for another day.

The life once lived is now deprived
For you to live but by my side
Is the life we all beckon for.
To hope, hold, and reckon.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Yet we all fear for death, and keep coming back for more
The life you lead is the one that I adore.
I'll give you everytyhing you wanna live, and to that
I'll give you more, more, more, more.....

63. Happy

Seeking Salvation
Look around
And see.
Their own
Position
Lies in your
Own defeat.

Crack up
Your face
Your smile
Is my chase
Be happy
Don't decline
Expose what's
Inside.

We all live
Juxtoposed
In awe of
A God
But most know
Of this evil
To be a false
Icon

Reject all
Sentiments
And live
Your life
We all have
Propositions
We act on
Our own choice.

62. Haiku

5 - 7 - 5

Add Kireji - Cutting word at end of line. Heightened sense of closure.
Attempt to divide the 5 7 5 into two parts. Juxtapose the reader.
(Not always added to English Haiku)

Kigo - add a word that defines a season.

Cold cus-to-mer calls,
Re-quest-ing for-mal-i-ties
De-al as the first.

61. Government Truth

I said we're running all over town
I say we're strumming
Don't declare a frown
The disposition of climax
Is the face of a clown
We shall sacrifice the hard hold back
We'll break down, Break down.

The stains of rememberance are the case in point
Of the omens of denial
Embrace for a nother derailed shunt.
We all crave the emobodiment of lust
So don't hold back
Where is the element of trust?
Giving the thoughts the sack.

The aplomb of others
Declairing war on our behalf are the holes in the flaws
Of the piralisis of the human race
We shall embrace the pace of human life
And give the diploma of life yet to withdraw.

Running the roost of others falling flat on their face
We endevour to run this race
The scars upon your face declare the lack of emotion that I once placed
In the government of the elected
Stand to the resurrected
We shall prevail - the heart is due to suddenly fail.

They don't love us and they don't need
For four more years;
Life bellied with greed.
Save yourselves
Whilst we chant.
The world shall involve
One last rant.

Of the beginning of the end till the end
Of time begiining the email to send
The rationality of the pope.
Where is the unfortunate one last hope
To become of the newly elected pope?
He was the truth, he was the light.

The man shall be contageous.

The role models of the world they strive to be
The only apparition we want to see.
The world agrees that we should die.
Giving it one last try.
The grapple hook is ion the deck.
Roll the dice, Place your bets;

On the roles that are played in our lives.