66. Hmmm

Depression
Is a wonderful thing.
It makes you sad.
It makes you think.... things...

Depression
Ruins your mind.
It gets jumbled up
It's in your mind.

And all the time you feel like saying
Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

Yep.

Mood swings,
Anxiety.
You funny things (Thungs?)
Gains noteriety.

Not that you need it
But it's there.
Because quite frankly;
You don't care.

And all the time,
Your kinda like:

Lalala
I'm not listening
Lalala
Why are you still here?
Lalala
Why can I still hear you?
Lalala
I've got nothing to... Um... do.

How about you?

65. Heart of Gold

You crawl down to your knees
And sit around thinking that this cannot be.
The person you loved has retired from your life
As a job, this labours filled with strife.
They look at you and they can plainly see
The pain is killing you,
You can't breathe.
You contact myself to tell me of the news.
My minds washed up,
Yours is there to lose.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

You fall down that rabbit hole
You lie in doubt, was it me as a whole?
The person you loved just came an upped and went.
You feel down. Emotions are spent.
You look in the mirror and you can only see
The person there,
Staring back at thee.
You try and get it together and pick it all apart.
You hear it inside,
The breaking of your heart.

Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
The love they had for you has simply ceased to be
The love you need, it can't be seen.
Yet you continue searching for that heart of gold.
But you are yet to discover that; it's already sold.
You feel like all hope is gone, you can't go on
But you know yourself, that ther'll be other ones.

64. Health

Take a look around you'll see
Another drainage all becuse of thee
Synthestic dreams of a man That repelled
A man absconded all witholding hell.

Drain the damned for what once was new
Shall be witheld For the 5th avenue
Shall be blocked and held
For those ri nging the 7th bell.

Stinging thoughts for the world which fly on by
You know I'm you're worst alibi
Dream a dream of what once went on
For tonight you'll be wish you'd gone.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Damage inside the brain within
Drain dealt another world in sin
The truth you have known is
Known to no man
Drift away another grain of sand.

Forgive another false avenue.
The life you live is so far obscued
To live the way that we all play
Leaves you to live for another day.

The life once lived is now deprived
For you to live but by my side
Is the life we all beckon for.
To hope, hold, and reckon.

Fear the death,
Fear the fate,
Fear the Health
Of ill willing
That is known.

Yet we all fear for death, and keep coming back for more
The life you lead is the one that I adore.
I'll give you everytyhing you wanna live, and to that
I'll give you more, more, more, more.....

63. Happy

Seeking Salvation
Look around
And see.
Their own
Position
Lies in your
Own defeat.

Crack up
Your face
Your smile
Is my chase
Be happy
Don't decline
Expose what's
Inside.

We all live
Juxtoposed
In awe of
A God
But most know
Of this evil
To be a false
Icon

Reject all
Sentiments
And live
Your life
We all have
Propositions
We act on
Our own choice.

62. Haiku

5 - 7 - 5

Add Kireji - Cutting word at end of line. Heightened sense of closure.
Attempt to divide the 5 7 5 into two parts. Juxtapose the reader.
(Not always added to English Haiku)

Kigo - add a word that defines a season.

Cold cus-to-mer calls,
Re-quest-ing for-mal-i-ties
De-al as the first.

61. Government Truth

I said we're running all over town
I say we're strumming
Don't declare a frown
The disposition of climax
Is the face of a clown
We shall sacrifice the hard hold back
We'll break down, Break down.

The stains of rememberance are the case in point
Of the omens of denial
Embrace for a nother derailed shunt.
We all crave the emobodiment of lust
So don't hold back
Where is the element of trust?
Giving the thoughts the sack.

The aplomb of others
Declairing war on our behalf are the holes in the flaws
Of the piralisis of the human race
We shall embrace the pace of human life
And give the diploma of life yet to withdraw.

Running the roost of others falling flat on their face
We endevour to run this race
The scars upon your face declare the lack of emotion that I once placed
In the government of the elected
Stand to the resurrected
We shall prevail - the heart is due to suddenly fail.

They don't love us and they don't need
For four more years;
Life bellied with greed.
Save yourselves
Whilst we chant.
The world shall involve
One last rant.

Of the beginning of the end till the end
Of time begiining the email to send
The rationality of the pope.
Where is the unfortunate one last hope
To become of the newly elected pope?
He was the truth, he was the light.

The man shall be contageous.

The role models of the world they strive to be
The only apparition we want to see.
The world agrees that we should die.
Giving it one last try.
The grapple hook is ion the deck.
Roll the dice, Place your bets;

On the roles that are played in our lives.

60. GC Ladders

I wake up everyday it’s a daydream
Everything in my life ain’t what it seems
I wake up just to daydream of ladders
Some games are real shallow but R-Type is too deep
And all I care about is Fanboy riots
A heavy plot is my kind of silence
Everybody says I got to play Need for Speed
But I let it give me the slip.


Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....


Bonkers

Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....


Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....

Mmmmmmmm

I wake up everyday it’s a daydream
Everything in my life ain’t what it seems
I wake up just to daydream of ladders
Some games are real shallow but R-Type is too deep
And all I care about is Fanboy riots
A heavy plot is my kind of silence
Everybody says I got to play Need for Speed
But I let it give me the slip.


Bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon, bon

Most people don't like ladders,
But I think they're just freaks,
So Sega when the ****,
Do we get Shenmue 3?
Some people pay for thrills but I don't wanna pay for DLC
Man I'm just playing my game
There's nothing casual about me....